Did you miss me?

Hi Everyone! (I say this like I have a ton of followers ... haha)

I know it has been a bazillion years since I blogged & I've had a million people begging me to write again (1 person) so I figured I would give it another go! I'm going to have to set up a reminder in my phone to remind me to blog at first so I don't forget!

I am still a Gimp ... a little less of one since the last time I posted. I had another surgery in January of 2011 but now I've recovered pretty well. I'm actually walking with out any ambulatory assistance!! YAY this is exciting as I have not walked normally since 2/23/10! I still have pain - don't get me wrong. My foot is 100% numb and my toes hurt all the time BUT I can walk. Nerve pain sucks but I'm surviving! This means that I will be able to walk down the aisle w/o my cane! *Dancing*

I joined Weight Watchers yesterday. I'm actually pretty stoked about this. I tried doing NutriSystem about 2 1/2 months ago and I really couldn't do it. Mentally it messed me up! I think the idea that I had to eat their meals all the time really screwed me up. I was on NutriSystem for 3 days and then I went off! I know I'm a trooper! So hopefully Weight Watchers will go better for me. At least I can eat real food and manage it without having to eat prepared food! So cheer me on.

My wedding is about 5 months away. It is approaching so quickly. I'm stressed out about it and very nervous. Is it really happening? I have been waiting for this day for 11 years! I get knots in my stomach when I think about it. It has always been a pipe dream but now - as the time slowly approaches ... it looks like this is going to be the real thing! I got my dress (Alfred Angelo) ... I've got the reception place (Crowne Plaza) and I've got the Church (Holy Saviour) ... now I just hope and pray that Jim shows up!!!

One last thought for tonight - Big Brother is back on TV and I love it! I am officially a Big Brother junkie! 3 times a week and it is on every night from 1 am to 4 am on Showtime and OMG I can just sit here and watch them hanging out in the house! You can call me a weirdo if you want but don't knock me unless you've watched the show because it is addicting!!!

TTFN