Saboteur - they had this person on Big Brother last year. They went around and purposely did stuff to mess with the house guests and really wreak havoc. I have decided that I am a saboteur. I am my own worst saboteur. As most of you know - I joined Weight Watchers roughly 5 weeks ago. 1st week I did great! I lost 5 lbs! I was literally dancing in the street (as much as a one legged gimp can dance). It was quiet sexy.
Week 2 - I lost another 2 lbs. Before I knew it I was knocking on the door of a weight that I literally hadn't been in years. Honest. Week 3 - I lost .5 lb. Still not bad. A loss is a loss! YAY Week 4 - I went to the beach with my sister and her kids. I treated myself and didn't do to good on my diet, but because I did so much walking - I wound up losing 1.6 lbs! Amazing.
Week 5 - crash and burn. I tried to get back into the mindset and I tried to eat healthily. Didn't work. My fiance kept telling me that I was blowing it ... and I knew it. I gained 3 lbs.
I am 3/4 through week 6 and it hasn't been pretty. I can't stop myself. WHY? Why can't I? I felt GREAT when I was losing. I felt AWESOME. My blood sugar was under control. I wasn't thirsty all the time. I had SO much more energy, and now I'm blowing it. I've stopped logging my food. I haven't been moving nearly as much. I keep using my foot as a crutch. "My foot really hurts" .... so I can't exercise. But I can do a lot of things that don't involve my foot. I can do this. I am going to do this. Screw this! I am now so mad at myself. Why am I my worst enemy? I don't let people treat me this bad so why do I let myself do it? I totally suck ass.
Ok - it's back on like donkey kong. I am back on track. Don't even ask me if I am ... I am. Believe in me as I believe in myself. I can do this. LET'S GO!
GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOWWWWWWWWWWWLLLLLLLLL
Bring it!
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
What Soap Opera is your life?
I definitely think that our lives can be described by one if not more of the Soap Opera's on TV. You go through stages in your life and moments that definitely make you feel like you are the star!
Current Stage for me would be General Hospital. I have spent so much time over the past 17 months in either a doctors office or a hospital. Although it seems that we are in the soap, we definitely don't get the perks that most soap opera stars get. Miraculous recovery times. Our own rooms. Psycho killers causing the hospital to shut down because they are in love with one of the resident doctors! haha Heck I'm still waiting for Jason Morgan to come to my rescue and either carry me out (what? he's strong enough!) or to provide mouth to mouth resuscitation!!! (Did I really say that!?!?) haha <3 you babe!
It's interesting how when you think about the people in your life, their lives mimic soaps lives too (to a point!). My best friend right now is going through a stage in her life that I would consider part of One Life to Live. Now I am not a watcher of this soap, but just the title really sums it up. We all go through life making exceptions and taking the back seat in our dreams and desires when the situation puts us there, but we need to remember that we all only have One Life to Live. Whether it be that we are in a dysfunctional relationship or trying to get healthy or go back to school or whatever. God gave us one life. Stop looking in the mirror and thinking "What if ..." because time won't go on forever and you do not want to be sitting there when you are 80 years old and look back and think "why didn't I?". You can do it!
Another friend of mine is going through a hard time because she's been separated from her husband and she has been super lonely. Her Soap Opera would be The Young and the Restless. She is a strong strong girl and I think that she just needs to focus on the positive things in her life right now and know that her husband is missing her just as much and to take all of the energy that she has been putting towards being depressed, take that energy and do something for her. Smile when she looks in the mirror and go out and take a stroll. Focus on the next time she gets to see her baby and how hot she is going to look because she's been so active! You can do it!!
And my fiance. My sweet sweet guy. Right now he's been going through a combination of soaps. I'd put him at a cross between General Hospital and Days of our Lives. He has spent a lot of time over the past year either in the hospital or at the doctors office, and now he is trying to figure out how to spend the Days of his life. While I'm sure there is some actress on the program that he would like to come and give him mouth to mouth ... but I will not go into that as it gives me the willies. SO moving on ... I know he is a strong man and the difficulties that he is facing right now are going to make him stronger. He has so many new struggles and so many new hurdles to jump over but I know he can jump those hurdles and handle those struggles. Day by day life will get easier. Day by day those hurdles will get smaller, and at the end of the day I will always be by his side to comfort him when he fails and celebrate with him when he succeeds!! <3
So take a look at your world and tell me ... What Soap Opera are you starring in?
TTFN
Current Stage for me would be General Hospital. I have spent so much time over the past 17 months in either a doctors office or a hospital. Although it seems that we are in the soap, we definitely don't get the perks that most soap opera stars get. Miraculous recovery times. Our own rooms. Psycho killers causing the hospital to shut down because they are in love with one of the resident doctors! haha Heck I'm still waiting for Jason Morgan to come to my rescue and either carry me out (what? he's strong enough!) or to provide mouth to mouth resuscitation!!! (Did I really say that!?!?) haha <3 you babe!
It's interesting how when you think about the people in your life, their lives mimic soaps lives too (to a point!). My best friend right now is going through a stage in her life that I would consider part of One Life to Live. Now I am not a watcher of this soap, but just the title really sums it up. We all go through life making exceptions and taking the back seat in our dreams and desires when the situation puts us there, but we need to remember that we all only have One Life to Live. Whether it be that we are in a dysfunctional relationship or trying to get healthy or go back to school or whatever. God gave us one life. Stop looking in the mirror and thinking "What if ..." because time won't go on forever and you do not want to be sitting there when you are 80 years old and look back and think "why didn't I?". You can do it!
Another friend of mine is going through a hard time because she's been separated from her husband and she has been super lonely. Her Soap Opera would be The Young and the Restless. She is a strong strong girl and I think that she just needs to focus on the positive things in her life right now and know that her husband is missing her just as much and to take all of the energy that she has been putting towards being depressed, take that energy and do something for her. Smile when she looks in the mirror and go out and take a stroll. Focus on the next time she gets to see her baby and how hot she is going to look because she's been so active! You can do it!!
And my fiance. My sweet sweet guy. Right now he's been going through a combination of soaps. I'd put him at a cross between General Hospital and Days of our Lives. He has spent a lot of time over the past year either in the hospital or at the doctors office, and now he is trying to figure out how to spend the Days of his life. While I'm sure there is some actress on the program that he would like to come and give him mouth to mouth ... but I will not go into that as it gives me the willies. SO moving on ... I know he is a strong man and the difficulties that he is facing right now are going to make him stronger. He has so many new struggles and so many new hurdles to jump over but I know he can jump those hurdles and handle those struggles. Day by day life will get easier. Day by day those hurdles will get smaller, and at the end of the day I will always be by his side to comfort him when he fails and celebrate with him when he succeeds!! <3
So take a look at your world and tell me ... What Soap Opera are you starring in?
TTFN
Monday, July 18, 2011
lalalalalalalalalalalalalala
This is what I want to do when I am listening to the new's. There is never anything good on the news. Kids being kidnapped or babies being brought into the hospital having almost drowned in the bath tub. Right now they are talking about vandalism to local catholic churches and the holy statues around the churches. Is there nothing in this world that is sacred? It really does make me want to turn the TV off. They should have two news casts ... Bad News and Good News and when they start talking about 100 degree heat waves this needs to be in the bad news column! Bank Robbery is now the discussion ... and the bank robber stole lollipop's along w/ the money! I mean really? You just stole $5,000 dollars, go buy your own lollipop's!! GOSH!!
I became a taxi driver today. I didn't mind much. A friend's car broke down and she needed a ride too and from work. I can understand being in this type of pickle. I'm just glad I could help. She even bought me a Yankee Candle which smells great so that made me smile!
Almost threw two weeks on my life style change. I'm still doing really good. I hope I lose weight this week. It's the dreaded week two! My body is getting wise to my new ways and it is possible that my body will hold on to the fat because it is upset that it is going away!!! Wish me luck!
4 months 29 days till my wedding. YAY
TTFN
I became a taxi driver today. I didn't mind much. A friend's car broke down and she needed a ride too and from work. I can understand being in this type of pickle. I'm just glad I could help. She even bought me a Yankee Candle which smells great so that made me smile!
Almost threw two weeks on my life style change. I'm still doing really good. I hope I lose weight this week. It's the dreaded week two! My body is getting wise to my new ways and it is possible that my body will hold on to the fat because it is upset that it is going away!!! Wish me luck!
4 months 29 days till my wedding. YAY
TTFN
Saturday, July 16, 2011
Lazy Days and Mondays ....
I love lazy days. Days where I wake up and just chill. Watching T.V. and playing on my computer. It's an even better day if I am home all alone so no one bothers me! haha Like today - my mom & nephew went to visit my brother. They left at 1 pm and didn't get home till after 8! YAY I took a nap and watched movies. Really just mellowed out. Every once and a while having a lazy day is needed. I know everyone is thinking "lazy day? Sonya you always have lazy days!" LOL Which I do BUT most days I'm getting up and getting out. Going to doctors appointments or physical therapy. I have class every Tuesday night! So I do keep moving! But lazy days really do rock!
I've been doing really good with my eating. I lost 5 lbs last week which was awesome! I really think this go around I am going to have more success than I've had in the past. I'm looking at this in a whole new light. I'm not on a diet, I am just eating better! YAY!!
Ok it's officially 5 months till my wedding. 5 months! That is crazy. Still so much to do! I still have to find a place to live after my wedding! EEEKKKK! I may be living in a box somewhere! Hope it has WiFi! haha
Ok - I'm sleepy.
TTFN
I've been doing really good with my eating. I lost 5 lbs last week which was awesome! I really think this go around I am going to have more success than I've had in the past. I'm looking at this in a whole new light. I'm not on a diet, I am just eating better! YAY!!
Ok it's officially 5 months till my wedding. 5 months! That is crazy. Still so much to do! I still have to find a place to live after my wedding! EEEKKKK! I may be living in a box somewhere! Hope it has WiFi! haha
Ok - I'm sleepy.
TTFN
Wednesday, July 13, 2011
I was only a baby!
I have to start this blog off by thanking my fiance'. Once again today he surprised me by doing something that I know he isn't comfortable with doing but because he loves me - he did it anyway! LOVE YOU BABE!
We had another meeting with the priest at my parish about our upcoming wedding. Our appointment was at 10 a.m. and that is super early for my hunny! Of course when we got there Father John was in a meeting w/ another couple so we had to wait. I received several death stares during this waiting period. LOL At one point I had to move my head slightly because his glare was burning a hole in my head! On top of us having to wait, we had Jim's mom and sister come to the rectory so they could sign an affidavit stating that they swear Jim was never married before. Jim tried to coax his mom into lying but thankfully she came through for me! LOL
One moment came today that put a little fear in me. Father John said "I have to ask you guys some questions and I have to separate you." -_- You see Jim isn't what you would a religious person. He thinks it's BS that we have to go through all of this stuff with the priest before they will marry us. He is doing this primarily because he loves me and he knows that it is important to me. So when Father John said he was going to separate us I started to sweat (ok look I was already sweating because it's hot out but you know what I mean).
I went to sit in the dining room for what seemed like an hour. All of a sudden I hear Jim coming in. I look at him and say "Did you pass?" and he laughed and said "I think so but I came so close to failing!" "OMG what does that mean??" - Well the priest asked Jim about children and as most of my friends & family know, we are not planning on having children. Let's face it, Jim is old and I'm getting there LOL we are past that stage in our life. So Jim being honest told the priest that. Well of course the priest wasn't happy. "You know we like to think that children are in your future" so Jim said "Look if it happens by accident ok but we aren't shopping for one!" LOL (Ok he didn't say those exact words but that is what he meant and I say it funnier)
After all of our true and false questions the priest decides to let the deacon in training take over to ask us some pretty standard questions. Leo was his name. He went through some general "What hospital were you born at?" "When is your birthday?" ... things like that. He looks at me and says "Where were you baptized?" so I say "Holy Saviour" and he says "What day were you baptized?"
I looked at him and said "I don't know, I was only a baby!" Jim thought this response was hysterical. He laughed for about 17 minutes. Poor Leo must have felt stupid because 1st of all, my baptismal certificate was on the desk right in front of him. 2nd of all - Jim wouldn't stop laughing LOL We do crack each other up sometimes!
Ok last bit of good news. Today was my first weigh in for weight watchers and I lost 5 lbs and Jim lost 4 lbs! 9 lbs together! So exciting!!! I'm finally feeling really good about my weight loss. This is the first time since my accident! I really want to lose 30 or 40 lbs before my wedding! I think this time is the time!! YAY
TTFN
We had another meeting with the priest at my parish about our upcoming wedding. Our appointment was at 10 a.m. and that is super early for my hunny! Of course when we got there Father John was in a meeting w/ another couple so we had to wait. I received several death stares during this waiting period. LOL At one point I had to move my head slightly because his glare was burning a hole in my head! On top of us having to wait, we had Jim's mom and sister come to the rectory so they could sign an affidavit stating that they swear Jim was never married before. Jim tried to coax his mom into lying but thankfully she came through for me! LOL
One moment came today that put a little fear in me. Father John said "I have to ask you guys some questions and I have to separate you." -_- You see Jim isn't what you would a religious person. He thinks it's BS that we have to go through all of this stuff with the priest before they will marry us. He is doing this primarily because he loves me and he knows that it is important to me. So when Father John said he was going to separate us I started to sweat (ok look I was already sweating because it's hot out but you know what I mean).
I went to sit in the dining room for what seemed like an hour. All of a sudden I hear Jim coming in. I look at him and say "Did you pass?" and he laughed and said "I think so but I came so close to failing!" "OMG what does that mean??" - Well the priest asked Jim about children and as most of my friends & family know, we are not planning on having children. Let's face it, Jim is old and I'm getting there LOL we are past that stage in our life. So Jim being honest told the priest that. Well of course the priest wasn't happy. "You know we like to think that children are in your future" so Jim said "Look if it happens by accident ok but we aren't shopping for one!" LOL (Ok he didn't say those exact words but that is what he meant and I say it funnier)
After all of our true and false questions the priest decides to let the deacon in training take over to ask us some pretty standard questions. Leo was his name. He went through some general "What hospital were you born at?" "When is your birthday?" ... things like that. He looks at me and says "Where were you baptized?" so I say "Holy Saviour" and he says "What day were you baptized?"
I looked at him and said "I don't know, I was only a baby!" Jim thought this response was hysterical. He laughed for about 17 minutes. Poor Leo must have felt stupid because 1st of all, my baptismal certificate was on the desk right in front of him. 2nd of all - Jim wouldn't stop laughing LOL We do crack each other up sometimes!
Ok last bit of good news. Today was my first weigh in for weight watchers and I lost 5 lbs and Jim lost 4 lbs! 9 lbs together! So exciting!!! I'm finally feeling really good about my weight loss. This is the first time since my accident! I really want to lose 30 or 40 lbs before my wedding! I think this time is the time!! YAY
TTFN
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Life is about the choices you make ...
When you think about life, it truly is all about the choices you make. Before you even are able to make decisions, your life is molded by decisions your parents make. Starts out I think with your name. Did you ever meet someone and think "yup they look like a Sally" ... or "I never would have thought he was a Bob - he looks like a Greg" ... it's amazing how your name is associated with a personality or a type. My name - well 9 times out of 10 people think I am of ethnic decent. They wouldn't imagine that I am just a typical American with typical parents who just happen to have 4 daughters before me so they picked my name out of a book. My mom wanted to name me Melissa actually, but my dad said he did not want people calling me Missy, soooooooooo Sonya it was. We've all had the friend who has had a baby and you've gone to see her and she's like "We've decided to name our child Sonic because we LOVE Sonic the hedge hog" and you are thinking "Oh my Lord, please let this child be cute and normal or they are going to be tortured in school!" ... you know you've had this conversation with yourself. So as I said, our lives are molded and changed by the choices we make and the decisions that people make for us!
Someone should really sit us down when we are young and impressionable and have this discussion with us. "What do you mean you chose the accordion? You couldn't have chosen the guitar to learn?" ... see if someone had this conversation with Johnnie Zibert, perhaps he would have been more like John Mayer. Choices.
We go through a million different choices in our life. Who we sit next to in class, our first boyfriend or girlfriend, if we decide to play sports or join the theater. Some choices have more impact on our lives than others that is for sure. That is why I am focusing on this today. I have a lot of choices that I'm making and a lot of decisions being made and it just really made me think. I have spent a lot of my life making some wrong choices. I chose to not go to college when I was in High School which has definitely limited me on career choices. I chose to smoke when I was younger. I never really made smart food choices that is for sure. I chose to skip my best friends baby shower because I wanted to spend extra time in Baltimore with my boyfriend. I could go on and on. We all make bad choices, but we also make great choices. I chose to quit smoking about 6 years ago. I chose to marry my best friend and today I made some great food choices while eating out.
Life is all about choices .... keep making smart ones but learn from the wrong ones and remember that someday soon I may be standing by your baby's crib thinking "O.M.G she named her what?"
Someone should really sit us down when we are young and impressionable and have this discussion with us. "What do you mean you chose the accordion? You couldn't have chosen the guitar to learn?" ... see if someone had this conversation with Johnnie Zibert, perhaps he would have been more like John Mayer. Choices.
We go through a million different choices in our life. Who we sit next to in class, our first boyfriend or girlfriend, if we decide to play sports or join the theater. Some choices have more impact on our lives than others that is for sure. That is why I am focusing on this today. I have a lot of choices that I'm making and a lot of decisions being made and it just really made me think. I have spent a lot of my life making some wrong choices. I chose to not go to college when I was in High School which has definitely limited me on career choices. I chose to smoke when I was younger. I never really made smart food choices that is for sure. I chose to skip my best friends baby shower because I wanted to spend extra time in Baltimore with my boyfriend. I could go on and on. We all make bad choices, but we also make great choices. I chose to quit smoking about 6 years ago. I chose to marry my best friend and today I made some great food choices while eating out.
Life is all about choices .... keep making smart ones but learn from the wrong ones and remember that someday soon I may be standing by your baby's crib thinking "O.M.G she named her what?"
Monday, July 11, 2011
It doesn't matter!
I was going to write this blog about how I get the impression that people aren't as excited about my wedding as I think they should be. I was starting to wonder if perhaps people weren't excited because Jim and I have been together for 11 years and well ... it's just old hat now. But guess what? I don't care. If people aren't excited about my wedding I don't care! I am excited! And those that are excited, well I just know that they love me and that is all that matters!!
I DON'T CARE!!!
OMG it feels so good to say that! I don't care! It's not about you ... it's about ME. I'm excited. I'm a little pissed at myself because of the money that I'm spending on people who I know don't care about my wedding but it's a lesson learned. Hell - I wish I had a time machine and could go back a year and change so many things! I would make so many changes.
And you know what - I'm going to revamp my guest list. I know if people truly don't care about me ... I know this. Why should I include these people in my day? Man - all I need to have there are those that love me and Jim. I don't need you there! Man this is awesome! I am feeling good!
I am in the home stretch ... I have 5 months left until my big day and I am going to enjoy every last minute of it. The planning, the preparing, the celebrating. This is MY time. Mine and Jim's. My life is starting and I am excited about it. Excited about moving in with Jim. Excited about taking care of him and myself! Excited about being able to sit on my couch and being able to not answer the phone if my mom calls (lol now I try to tune her out but it doesn't work! ... just kidding mom!)
I'm not going to do anything special to make sure that you are happy ... because it isn't about you. I'm tired of trying to please everyone else! I am an awesome person. AWESOME. I shouldn't have to do anything extra or special for someone to like me! If you don't want to be close to me .... guess what? YOUR LOSS! I will take my big heart and my wonderful smile and amazing humor and share it with those that are SMART enough to realize that I rock.
AMEN!
TTFN
I DON'T CARE!!!
OMG it feels so good to say that! I don't care! It's not about you ... it's about ME. I'm excited. I'm a little pissed at myself because of the money that I'm spending on people who I know don't care about my wedding but it's a lesson learned. Hell - I wish I had a time machine and could go back a year and change so many things! I would make so many changes.
And you know what - I'm going to revamp my guest list. I know if people truly don't care about me ... I know this. Why should I include these people in my day? Man - all I need to have there are those that love me and Jim. I don't need you there! Man this is awesome! I am feeling good!
I am in the home stretch ... I have 5 months left until my big day and I am going to enjoy every last minute of it. The planning, the preparing, the celebrating. This is MY time. Mine and Jim's. My life is starting and I am excited about it. Excited about moving in with Jim. Excited about taking care of him and myself! Excited about being able to sit on my couch and being able to not answer the phone if my mom calls (lol now I try to tune her out but it doesn't work! ... just kidding mom!)
I'm not going to do anything special to make sure that you are happy ... because it isn't about you. I'm tired of trying to please everyone else! I am an awesome person. AWESOME. I shouldn't have to do anything extra or special for someone to like me! If you don't want to be close to me .... guess what? YOUR LOSS! I will take my big heart and my wonderful smile and amazing humor and share it with those that are SMART enough to realize that I rock.
AMEN!
TTFN
Saturday, July 9, 2011
Date Night!
Date Night w/ Jim is always fun! We haven't been getting out much since both of our injuries occurred but now that we are both moving along better we get to go out again! YAY
Tonight we decided to go to Applebee's and then to go see a movie at Rave Motion Pictures! Believe it or not - Applebee's has a great menu with lots of choices for when you are on Weight Watchers. You never realize exactly what it is you've been putting in your face until you start keeping track! Some of the old choices that we made are just crazy! So we made some smart choices and had a successful night out to dinner!
We are huge Kevin James fans so we wanted to go see his new movie Zookeeper! It was a great movie. Classic Kevin James with the silly humor. Some famous people did the voice overs for the animals. There were about 12 people in the theater so I'm fearful that this isn't a blockbuster. LOL but I would recommend it! *shrug*
On the ride home from the movies, Jim was talking about different bands like Rush. I've been with this man for 11 1/2 years and he still doesn't understand my lack of interest in music LOL I put the radio on and if it's a song I know, I sing. If I don't know it, I change it! I'll sing the wrong words and everything ... but if you were to say "Who sings this song?" 99% of the time I will get the answer wrong. So when Jim goes into "Music Theory" lessons, I kind of go off into lala land, which is bad considering I'm driving! LOL I just keep nodding my head and I throw out an occasional "uh huh" just so he knows I haven't passed out! Love ya babe!!! *giggles*
Ok now I'm sleepy so I shall sleep (see how that works!)
TTFN
Tonight we decided to go to Applebee's and then to go see a movie at Rave Motion Pictures! Believe it or not - Applebee's has a great menu with lots of choices for when you are on Weight Watchers. You never realize exactly what it is you've been putting in your face until you start keeping track! Some of the old choices that we made are just crazy! So we made some smart choices and had a successful night out to dinner!
We are huge Kevin James fans so we wanted to go see his new movie Zookeeper! It was a great movie. Classic Kevin James with the silly humor. Some famous people did the voice overs for the animals. There were about 12 people in the theater so I'm fearful that this isn't a blockbuster. LOL but I would recommend it! *shrug*
On the ride home from the movies, Jim was talking about different bands like Rush. I've been with this man for 11 1/2 years and he still doesn't understand my lack of interest in music LOL I put the radio on and if it's a song I know, I sing. If I don't know it, I change it! I'll sing the wrong words and everything ... but if you were to say "Who sings this song?" 99% of the time I will get the answer wrong. So when Jim goes into "Music Theory" lessons, I kind of go off into lala land, which is bad considering I'm driving! LOL I just keep nodding my head and I throw out an occasional "uh huh" just so he knows I haven't passed out! Love ya babe!!! *giggles*
Ok now I'm sleepy so I shall sleep (see how that works!)
TTFN
Friday, July 8, 2011
I'm Sassy!
Happy Friday! Although Friday means nothing more to me than the fact that for the next two days, I have to endure my family being home with me! So I'm sorry for this next comment all you workers out there ... C'mon Monday - get here FAST! hehe
*sigh* I'm sitting here anxiously waiting for 1 a.m. to get here because I want to watch Big Brother after Dark! Does this make you roll your eyes? I'm sure it does! But I don't care! I'm sassy! haha and a little weird but it makes me smile so back off!
My nephew showed me a picture on the internet today. My future niece got married on 6/25/11 and to say it was a big deal is an understatement. So I thought it was cool when I found the photo online! I copied the link and sent it out to some of her family members because I thought this was a rare find! *shakes head* nope ... I text Jim's sister and asked her if she saw my e-mail about the photo and she said "yeah - we already knew about that" *grrrrr* I am always the last to know!!! *stomps around*
I had to cancel my nail appointment today because I had a doctors appointment. So I'm sitting here at like 2 p.m. and my phone rings and it says Headquarters so I answered it and it was my nail girl. She was like "Hello where were you today?" -_- So I told her that I rescheduled. Well the kid that answered the phone erased the client UNDER me today LOL and not me! Silly!
I did great on my weight loss journey today! Made smart choices and ate great! YAYAY Now I have to decide if I am going to stay awake and suffer to watch Big Brother After Dark OR go to sleep. Because we all know - if I'm sleeping ... I'm not eating!!!
TTFN
*sigh* I'm sitting here anxiously waiting for 1 a.m. to get here because I want to watch Big Brother after Dark! Does this make you roll your eyes? I'm sure it does! But I don't care! I'm sassy! haha and a little weird but it makes me smile so back off!
My nephew showed me a picture on the internet today. My future niece got married on 6/25/11 and to say it was a big deal is an understatement. So I thought it was cool when I found the photo online! I copied the link and sent it out to some of her family members because I thought this was a rare find! *shakes head* nope ... I text Jim's sister and asked her if she saw my e-mail about the photo and she said "yeah - we already knew about that" *grrrrr* I am always the last to know!!! *stomps around*
I had to cancel my nail appointment today because I had a doctors appointment. So I'm sitting here at like 2 p.m. and my phone rings and it says Headquarters so I answered it and it was my nail girl. She was like "Hello where were you today?" -_- So I told her that I rescheduled. Well the kid that answered the phone erased the client UNDER me today LOL and not me! Silly!
I did great on my weight loss journey today! Made smart choices and ate great! YAYAY Now I have to decide if I am going to stay awake and suffer to watch Big Brother After Dark OR go to sleep. Because we all know - if I'm sleeping ... I'm not eating!!!
TTFN
Thursday, July 7, 2011
Did you miss me?
Hi Everyone! (I say this like I have a ton of followers ... haha)
I know it has been a bazillion years since I blogged & I've had a million people begging me to write again (1 person) so I figured I would give it another go! I'm going to have to set up a reminder in my phone to remind me to blog at first so I don't forget!
I am still a Gimp ... a little less of one since the last time I posted. I had another surgery in January of 2011 but now I've recovered pretty well. I'm actually walking with out any ambulatory assistance!! YAY this is exciting as I have not walked normally since 2/23/10! I still have pain - don't get me wrong. My foot is 100% numb and my toes hurt all the time BUT I can walk. Nerve pain sucks but I'm surviving! This means that I will be able to walk down the aisle w/o my cane! *Dancing*
I joined Weight Watchers yesterday. I'm actually pretty stoked about this. I tried doing NutriSystem about 2 1/2 months ago and I really couldn't do it. Mentally it messed me up! I think the idea that I had to eat their meals all the time really screwed me up. I was on NutriSystem for 3 days and then I went off! I know I'm a trooper! So hopefully Weight Watchers will go better for me. At least I can eat real food and manage it without having to eat prepared food! So cheer me on.
My wedding is about 5 months away. It is approaching so quickly. I'm stressed out about it and very nervous. Is it really happening? I have been waiting for this day for 11 years! I get knots in my stomach when I think about it. It has always been a pipe dream but now - as the time slowly approaches ... it looks like this is going to be the real thing! I got my dress (Alfred Angelo) ... I've got the reception place (Crowne Plaza) and I've got the Church (Holy Saviour) ... now I just hope and pray that Jim shows up!!!
One last thought for tonight - Big Brother is back on TV and I love it! I am officially a Big Brother junkie! 3 times a week and it is on every night from 1 am to 4 am on Showtime and OMG I can just sit here and watch them hanging out in the house! You can call me a weirdo if you want but don't knock me unless you've watched the show because it is addicting!!!
TTFN
I know it has been a bazillion years since I blogged & I've had a million people begging me to write again (1 person) so I figured I would give it another go! I'm going to have to set up a reminder in my phone to remind me to blog at first so I don't forget!
I am still a Gimp ... a little less of one since the last time I posted. I had another surgery in January of 2011 but now I've recovered pretty well. I'm actually walking with out any ambulatory assistance!! YAY this is exciting as I have not walked normally since 2/23/10! I still have pain - don't get me wrong. My foot is 100% numb and my toes hurt all the time BUT I can walk. Nerve pain sucks but I'm surviving! This means that I will be able to walk down the aisle w/o my cane! *Dancing*
I joined Weight Watchers yesterday. I'm actually pretty stoked about this. I tried doing NutriSystem about 2 1/2 months ago and I really couldn't do it. Mentally it messed me up! I think the idea that I had to eat their meals all the time really screwed me up. I was on NutriSystem for 3 days and then I went off! I know I'm a trooper! So hopefully Weight Watchers will go better for me. At least I can eat real food and manage it without having to eat prepared food! So cheer me on.
My wedding is about 5 months away. It is approaching so quickly. I'm stressed out about it and very nervous. Is it really happening? I have been waiting for this day for 11 years! I get knots in my stomach when I think about it. It has always been a pipe dream but now - as the time slowly approaches ... it looks like this is going to be the real thing! I got my dress (Alfred Angelo) ... I've got the reception place (Crowne Plaza) and I've got the Church (Holy Saviour) ... now I just hope and pray that Jim shows up!!!
One last thought for tonight - Big Brother is back on TV and I love it! I am officially a Big Brother junkie! 3 times a week and it is on every night from 1 am to 4 am on Showtime and OMG I can just sit here and watch them hanging out in the house! You can call me a weirdo if you want but don't knock me unless you've watched the show because it is addicting!!!
TTFN
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